The first time I probably had experience publicly talk or express their feelings about losing friends was Puff Daddy/P. Diddy Combs released Every Step I take.
I was in the 2nd grade the first I heard that song but I could feel the emotions and everything he went through.
Years passed and I never thought I’d ever get to experience that but I did. I’ve always dared life and pushed everything to its limit because a part of me always felt like my friends would probably bury me first but it wasn’t to be.
I’m still mourning and trying to cope with the stress of losing a friend but it’s not easy
because everything I do I’m reminded of you, every move, breath, song I play, and just living is hard without you bafo. I love you, forever and always.