When we apply logic and think things through, we never think that states such as survivors’ guilt could ever hit us but they do.
When you’ve had you back against the wall, you see every win as well deserved and well earned.
But then you get old and see that amybe how you think, approach problems and cards you dealt might be slighlty better and different from everyone else.
That, you still being alive from how you’ve lived and what you’ve done doesn’t make sense compared to others.
Survivor’s guilt is sometimes a part of going through the bargaining stage in the Five Stages of Grief.